30 September 2009

a new passport

after the retreat in thailand, i came to malaysia again...my passport was nearing 6 months until it expired, and in many countries, if you wish to enter, your passport has to be valid for at least 6 months longer...so i needed a new passport...since malaysia and thailand are the only countries in that area with visas on arrival that are free, and i've seen enough of thailand for now, i decided to come to malaysia to have my passport renewed...
landing in kuala lumpur after the relaxation of the retreat was quite a shock...i like KL, but in comparison it was really really big and crazy and LOUD...
anywho, the morning after arriving, i made my way to the US embassy (which technically meant i left malaysian soil and spent an hour in the US) and dropped off my application and way too much money...go figure, i had turned in the wrong size photos, so i had to run to a kodak shop, have proper size photos taken, and turn those in...they accepted them, and told me to come back with my receipt in a couple weeks...
that night, i met up with layna and a friend of hers, we all boarded a bus that took us to a little town called kuala besut...there is no reason to go there, except to catch a ferry to the perhentian islands...there are two islands, besar (big) and kecil (small)...they're virtually the same in terms of physical appearance (other than size of course) so we went to kecil, because accomodation is cheaper...layna had stayed on kecil when she was last in malaysia, and really enjoyed it...we stayed in the same place she stayed the last time, and i loved it...my original plan was to stay on kecil for 4 nights or so...but i ended up staying 11 nights!!
the water was SUPER clear, and warm...the sand on the beach wasn't the greatest i've ever seen, but it was far from the worst...it was mostly white, and the beach was relatively quiet...there are two main beaches on kecil, coral bay and long beach...long beach is bigger, and much better for laying out...(and we all know i'm the queen of laying out)...you could hire an umbrella for the day, but since that would block all those harmful rays of the sun, i didn't do that...the water was warm, sometimes too warm...it was really really really clear, and absolutely lovely...there were small waves, but you didn't have to worry about being knocked over when the waves came in...during my days on the beach i saw several ladies sitting in the water reading!! more sun for themselves, i'm guessing...hee hee...
anywho, my days were filled with checking email, reading novels, talking to layna and a few other random travelers, and eating yummy pakistani food...nothing strenuous or stressful...in a way, it was nice to be back in the quiet mindset i had during the meditation retreat...
one of the books i read while on that beach was moby dick...it's always been referred to as a classic, but after reading it i have no idea why...i felt like i could've written it...and i'm not a good writer...the author got off topic as much as i do!!! A LOT!!! i know that if i had ever turned in a manuscript like that one to any of my english teachers, they would've covered it in red ink, and returned it to me and told me to rewrite it entirely...there is a lot in that story that has nothing to do with the main storyline...argh...they didn't even see the stupid whale until the last 30 pages of a 580 page book!! i definitely won't be recommending that one to anyone...
the islamic holiday of hari raya took place while i was on kecil...hari raya is the last two or three days of the fasting month of ramaddan...even on the island, which basically depends entirely on tourism, nearly everything was closed...there was only one place open to eat on each beach...i was lucky to be eating with the guys who ran the place i was staying!! during hari raya, friends and family get together and enjoy time together, and eat special foods...ramaddan itself is when muslims fast in order to prove their faith to allah...at least, that's the very general idea...during the month of ramaddan, muslims don't eat OR DRINK between sunrise and sunset...i know i could go w/out eating all day, but in the heat and humidity of malaysia, it doesn't seem healthy or safe to go w/out liquid...anywho...
anywho, after 11 nights on the island, i made my way back to KL...a day trip to the nearby town of seremban, which is easily reachable by commuter train...a very quiet town, especially considering how close it is to KL...i saw a couple churches, a couple mosques, a hindu temple, and met a british lady who had just moved there with her husband who worked on semiconductors...exciting stuff i tell ya...
i often miss what is written right in front of me...the receipt i got when i turned in my passport for renewal said to come back between 0900-1100 m-f mornings...somehow, i missed that, and showed up around 1230 when i came back...oooops...the security people took pity on me, and still let me in...being in that room all by myself was kinda eerie, because it's actually quite loud when everyone is there in the morning...and it's FREEZING when there are no other bodies in there to soak up the air conditioning...i was finally called up to a window, collected my new passport (i hate the picture, the guy taking it wouldn't let me smile...argh) and made my way back to chinatown, where i was staying...i stopped at coffee bean along the way for a much looked forward to chai latte, and they said they were out of the tea they use to make those...HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN???? definitely a disappointment...
after that, i went back to my hostel, picked up my stuff, and went to the aiport...i wasn't completely aware of it, but KL has two major international airports...one is the LCCT, the low coast carrier terminal...basically almost entirely filled with air asia flights...the other is the "normal" international terminal...fully modern, efficient, etc...this time i flew out of LCCT...

12 September 2009

a meditation retreat

while we were trekking in nepal, layna and i got to know a couple of brits, nikki and ray...one day, as we were all standing around at the top of our acclimatization day hike, they mentioned a meditation retreat they had done several years ago...i don't know what brought it into the conversation, but layna and i wanted to know as much as possible...after that, we talked regularly about doing this retreat ourselves...i was finally able to do it, in september, toward the end of the trip...
the retreat starts on the 1st of each month, and there is no advance registration...you simply show up the last day of the previous month and register...so i did, on 31 august...during registration i was interviewed by one of the monks who would be talking during the retreat, as well as read the rules for the retreat, paid my (ridiculously small) fees, found my room and set myself up...
during this retreat, everyone has their own room...everyone sleeps on a cement bed that is covered with a simple mat, and a wooden pillow...(i slept like a rock, the entire time!)...electricity is on in the dorms only about 5 hours a day...two hours in the morning, and three hours in the evening...there is no talking, no eye contact...no communication with each other...no cameras, no writing other than to take notes during the dhamma talks, no leaving retreat property...(well, you can, but you don't get to come back...at least 20 people left over the course of the retreat...when i noticed that someone wasn't there anymore, i was dying to know why they'd left, but that information obviously wasn't given out)...i thought no talking would be difficult for me, but it wasn't...the most difficult part for me was not having any dairy...we ate only twice a day, which i thought would be a challenge, but wasn't...the food was good, and there was plenty...
 this is the daily schedule we followed...
0400 - morning wakeup bell
0430 - morning reading
0445-0515 - sitting meditation
0515-0645 - mindfulness through motion
0700-0800 - morning talk by the abbott or more sitting meditation
0800 - breakfast
1000-1100 - sitting meditation or listening to a translated dhamma talk
1100-1145 - walking/standing meditation
1145-1230 - sitting meditation
1230 - lunch
1430-1530 - dhamma talk, usually by the british monk, or sitting meditation
1530-1615 - walking/standing meditation
1615-1700 - sitting meditation
1700-1800 - chanting in pali (the language of the buddha)
1800 - tea time
1930-2000 - sitting meditation
2000-2030 - group walking meditation
2030-2100 - sitting meditation
2130 - lights out
i won't go on and on to describe things, because it think this is an experience you have to have for yourself...it wasn't enjoyable, that's the wrong word to use...but i loved it, and definitely want to go back someday for another retreat...i've heard that your second retreat is far more difficult than your first!